I called Davina. I don't know why. I was in the car with John, Cameron and Steven and then I just called her. She didn't cream Sindy's house, we still don't know who did. Draven was in the city the other day. He got a really bad haircut. Speaking of hair, I redyed mine red again. It is really bright now.
Looking at TAFE courses for next year... Not really that much that I like the sound of.
I got an email from Lisa today. I miss her quite a bit. I remeber the way we used to punch eachother and attack eachother just outta funness. I cant help but wonder, if I had of stayed with her instead of going off to the goths would I be in this situation? Most likely no. I would have stayed with Lisa, had fun, not met Anita, not have her live with me, then not have mum hate her, then not be suicidal, then not follow Nathan around aimlessly and then not get into shit with Scott Reid and then not move in with Anita, and then not leave school and then not meet Draven and then not meet Josh and then not meet Cameron. I guess it was good that I didn't stay with her so closely, I met Cameron out of it all. I just really miss the shit we used to do, like army crawling accross the MCG and attacking people with silly string. The stupid shit that made up my life. Thats the shit I want back. Fuck it, thats the shit I'm getting back. I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks anymore. All I need is a new lackey. Awww god! I can't get a new lackey, it's not that simple, I liked lisa as my lackey... She was good at what she did. I'm going to be the childish little fool I once was, back at the beginning of the year.
Kudos to you Lisa, you made me make this desicion. bahahaha I cant spell.